justwrite 30 october

i can tell you there was an entry here but to be clear there was and the scuzzy saving didn't and the hints i received in a awkward breeze swept away the clay fingers i have now but they're back and attacking the recollections as i scramble for all the eggs and stuff them into one basket with runny escapism draping the drama into commas which are pauses and the laws with their mistakes are chafing with irony i had lakes frosted with cold and also cakes but there are no ways to recreate so imagine the paratrooper and his super super something a trusting jump into where there are no words and when he looks into the microscope what does he see and how can he tree that porcupine when everything was fine up until that word that absurd collection of meaning screening out the silver and the cost and why not have lost something and pretend it can't be found when it's just around the corner but to storm on over and bite up clover with your teeth can't be pleasing it's more like treason with a milkshake and you know what dairy america would have to say about that and all those cats and their closeness their spaceless days trading turns with each other and exchanging mothers for dishwashers and there's only space for supposition here but the fear is real and the steel does not cut fast enough for this infomercial