justwrite 28 july

i would like to defragment there is no need to consolidate just toss out the blank space the stares the overwhelming fares the unfair pronouncements the state of the great seal of the union bugged with confusion picking peaches out of reach of the sidewalk talking backward into phonemes into tired dreams of being awake i am waiting until after eleven until the silence overwhelms my eyes and i am ready for glasses there are too many classes to take before i clip my nails what if i need to take out a screw and there is no driver what if i need to break up the irony what if what if i am done with this stage i am entering the wings i am singing songs forgotten by the girl in the third act and when i attack the staccato i am wondering what we have to go on where we went wrong on the way to the hospital poor short story characters i bet your noses are stuffy too and that it's all you can do to keep from using your sleeve to relieve the tension just waiting for the falling action which has nothing to do with you at all after all your sins are forgiven your crimes are in syndication i have seen your show before and i am in the shower before the halfhour is over because i know how it ends and your friends who pretend will stop it and i will blow my nose again with tired calves under the table destabilizing another horizon and my eyes will close the ayes will have it and they can keep it