30 january

turned upside down it's a waste to answer regarding thoughts on the view. well, that's different, isn't it? but the fit is unclear and the fear is steering -- skittering far off course and sorting out the bad bits to filter down the stairs and meet the door. explore again and reconfigure -- tomorrow's shadow is even bigger from this angle and the tangle of unsorted impossibilities freezes the thought process and fills the memory with random although there is no straight access into the heart of explosions --