26 february

remember what it was like to have all the answers -- to be matched in stripes and dots and confidence -- there are always more questions to ask and also reasons why we can sometimes just wander in wonder -- the sky, the water -- but now the dishwasher is making its opinions known very clearly even if there are no words to note down -- the sounds of careful consideration of finding wanting, of trying to clean up, of pausing short to let it all go