27 september

in practice there is more runaround excusemaking than usually shows up in theory -- the way the camera follows you in slowmo -- the way you see a beet salad and wish it was the other one -- the disappointment in seeing something perfect for sharing with some other and realizing too fast that would be impossible -- all the plans jumbled up and piled in by craft fairs -- all the plans to carry out and sell on etsy -- coffee cup rings and tiny poems -- framed//caffeinated verse -- for coffee or for verse -- so many perfect theories that i ought to dive into to immerse myself in crafting and creating -- how to flatter -- how to vary -- all the writing and all of the art!