5 march

although wanting more is an exercise in itself and sometimes the lesson turns out to be you already have what you need or it was with you all along or just believe in yourself or some other such nonsense it's true that leaning into wanting is its own kind of pleasure which you will know if you have ever smelled cookies baking or seen a wrapped present waiting under a tree or heard the right car pull into the driveway or stood on the edge of something wonderful and savored the taste of anticipation before easing ever so slowly into the air and then diving down and in and through