10 march

look i get it -- closing my eyes i will count to ten at least or maybe more and then or a little after i will spin around and open up in a new direction although at first it will be hard to tell if it's the same direction after all and anyway does it really make that much of a difference as things go we keep checking for a light a sound a taste of some encouragement that this is the right way, this is where you're meant to be, you are loved by the universe and all its pieces -- so dizzying in their confusion that sometimes you must close your eyes again and count