13 march

waiting for the something -- it is unclear if this waiting is a stillness of intentional form, or if it should be -- if meditation on the so-come adds more oomph -- or some other way of saying spiritual bedazzling -- or if waiting should be its own reward, time earned rather than spent -- rushing to buy tickets for it's already sold out for the whole week and by the way it is free -- better instead to hold some other thought and to waste nothing but oxygen as the air freezes its way into else and the something comes along after all anyway