30 september

self-improvement schemes and themes repeated again. again. dense fog south with college station blues. the rich full static of authenticity. all women. crooning. crying. careening. threading through trucks, dreaming of writing parking by a deepwarning pool across from a school bus fleet. 2 am unlock from leaning old clerk with a bloodshot kindliness, shuffling to address the lowdown latch that causes so many people trouble. loud cartoons next door. end of the row. wellworn key card sleeve. room 123. imagining quiet and sense. dreaming instead of quiet.