10 september

wrapping up i would note some loss this year - the colleagues and friends and family departed or distanced and also rising star of blonde child energy, new closeness of friends - a relationship rediscovered, uncovered, and now re-covering again, on the way to recovery - these are the things to look forward to, to lean backward from - i am cold and i do not sleep well, do not say the right things or weigh the right dress the right hair the right to write my own ticket - the last year with writing on the lower level - escalate!