29 november

How must it sound? To say that what she is writing is coming true? A simple answer: it must sound ridiculous. She punched out the numbers on the keyboard and thought this through. While she did not love math, there was something about the simple calculations involved in managing a store well, sort of managing the store, as much as she could manage. Math was clear. Whenever there was a problem, there was a solution. Maybe this was only true because she worked math at its most simple levels, but still. Why had she had this conversation with Dennis? Maybe she should wait and have this talk with the teacher. But really, she wanted to get to the end already. How could she go back and make changes and improvements if she didn't have a draft? But, if this hilarious and ridiculous Theory were true, what if she was taking lives in her hands every time she wrote something new? Wasn't it safer for all of the characters if she proceeded with a plan in mind? Not for the first time, she thought about how glad she was not to be God. If such a thing or being or person or entity or whatever even existed. Humans can create anything, of course.