25 november

Sometimes you're driving away from the place and you feel like your heart will break.. Anyway, where else do you have to go? Where else will you be treated so kindly? Where else would you be loved, hug, cuddled, and altogether paid attention to? This is the wonder of having a family. Whether it's your parents, your siblings, or anyone else you're lucky enough to be related to, driving away seems like the stupidest thing that you could do. While you are there, you may be annoyed by the smallest things. You wonder why people don't just take your advice. You wonder why you're not just in charge of this whole thing anyway. You are an idiot to wonder this. It would be exhausting to be in charge of everything. And yes, the way some people do things shocks you and baffles you. However, to return to the point, as you drive away, you will wonder why you are driving away. Where did you say you were going?

As you drive away, you will think of all the mistakes that you're making in your own personal life. You wonder why you always seem to take the wrong things so seriously. You wonder why it seems that everyone else has long since figured this whole thing out. You wonder why you seem to be the only one without a clue. The only one driving home alone. The only one driving home to an empty house. And then, if the universe is aligned correctly, something will happen to remind you. Something will happen, like a beautiful sunset. It sounds like a ridiculous hypothetical line from a greeting card, but you can believe me, that's really what just happened. If you've put in your time, your energy, and enough good deeds, hopefully the universe will occasionally reward you with a sunset to make the difference.