12 march

the space that seems most clear to me is between the front door and the welcome - the closed eyelids and the uncertainty of awareness before reality - knowing the space to occupy and which to avoid - can make this speech but the rawness is evident even as the cadence is convincing and i do admire that vocabulary despite myself to spite myself it seems i need to find something better to tend to than my future which is ego which is pride is shoes is weather is dancing out of blame and taking on the same