26 august

it's an empty feeling - sadness only when i press down, anger only when i twist like this - no idea of next - turning away, though, from wallowing - the shades and shadows cast on everything else - the tightly booked calendar - cannot be resolved so easily - a wait-and-see attitude - how can - how can

quiet is the way i' reaching out - listening for to learn - where are the places we ought to replace here or should i be walking away - a hollow feeling - the backer backing away - nothing else to think about - everything returns to point at this point -

nobody to hold my hand down the street - episodes are ending - new season uncertain - breathe and sleep - take a shower, wash it off